Sunday, January 3, 2010
I'm terrified of death. It's weird but I want to know what happens the whole HEAVEN PEARLY GATES thing is kind of hard for me to believe no matter how many times I go to church. I'm also scared I'll loose my friends because of my constant complaining and messing up. I want to live life more I want to be happier but I don't know how to change any of this. I need help.