No words can describe this yet I'm typing it all out...

So there's this guy that I happen to like a lot and he is all oh I'm going to hug you today oh wait now I'm going to ignore you for three days oh no now I'm going to poke your stomach because I'm a fugging hot immature guy that won't ask you out because I probably don't like you I'm just a typical guy and act all flirty even though I know you like me. I really really want to go up to him and be like "hey I like you" but I'm way to scared he'll like reject me or stop talking to me. I hate being depressed about this one stupid boy he shouldn't effect me this much but for some reason he does. I really really wish I didn't like him so none of this would be happening and I really want someone to talk to but I don't want to annoy the living hell out of people because I know others have problems so I really shouldn't be complaining but this sucks so bad. It seems like I don't even really have a best friend I can talk to about everything. Don't get me wrong I have some of the most made of awesome friends ever but not one I can have a girly sleepover with and talk about every suckish thing that has happened and how guys suck. I guess I should just suck it up but I really needed to vent and maybe if anyone actually reads this get advice...

Oh hello interwebs

It's been quite a while. Well I've been baking and modeling a lot recently it's nice. Just started high school too, it's not as bad as middle school was which is great! Recently had family time in cartersville that was very interesting it made me realize how much I adore these people I call my family. So anyway. I'm going to start making actual youtube videos and I have a collab channel with my best friend Sabrina called BreakingTheDice and we are gonig to make random vlogs and skits and on my personal channel I'm going to make vlogs and an occasional skit and makeup/ hair tutorial. So anyway if anyone is reading thanks and well I'll write later =]