I would love to know why people are ignoring me.

ughh why is it everyone I like ignores me and goes out with some random person?! All the time. I give up.

GAHHHHH I just depressed myself deeply. I looked at a certain persons facebook and saw his picture and my heart broke into a million pieces. I didn't think I liked him that much and I know that I don't have a chance in hell but it just hit me hard... =/

I'm terrified of death. It's weird but I want to know what happens the whole HEAVEN PEARLY GATES thing is kind of hard for me to believe no matter how many times I go to church. I'm also scared I'll loose my friends because of my constant complaining and messing up. I want to live life more I want to be happier but I don't know how to change any of this. I need help.

Motherfuckingcocksuckingbitchfacewhore

New year new phone new friends new attitude. I'm excited. I love Kelly Graham btw