I want to end it but I don't know how. Kelly if you read this. Help me please =[

Why does this has to happen? Everytime. Every fucking time. Good god and now I think I have feelings for him because he's always there and so nice but it will never happen. I'm losing my friends and next year will be all alone. Yet I'm still afraid to leave.

I'm so tired of living here and being yelled and bitched at for stupid things. I get it I'm not very bright. Sorry I'm not that future doctor you wanted.

I feel like I have no real friends...=/

Everything he likes about me is things he's heard from other people that aren't true. I knew this was too good for me.

That is the 8th fucking time you have hit me tonight. I can't take this anymore.

Please be over soon. I'm tired of these people. I remember why I hate people now.

This is the first time in a long time I've hidden my sadness. It's easier this way

I think he just wants someone to flirt with.