I knew I would make no impact on his life.

Never thought it would hurt this much. I broke up with him. I mean sure she asked but I've finally completely shattered. Fml.

I'm terrified.

I want to end it but I don't know how. Kelly if you read this. Help me please =[

Why does this has to happen? Everytime. Every fucking time. Good god and now I think I have feelings for him because he's always there and so nice but it will never happen. I'm losing my friends and next year will be all alone. Yet I'm still afraid to leave.

I'm so tired of living here and being yelled and bitched at for stupid things. I get it I'm not very bright. Sorry I'm not that future doctor you wanted.

I feel like I have no real friends...=/